Al-Fatihah

Salam & Greetings to all.

081110 - I lost my most precious gem and my forever better-half. My husband had to leave for a long break from all the pain that he has endured for approximately 11 years, suffering from end-stage renal failure, infection of the spine as well as heart valve.He has taken God's challenge with elegance and composure, never complained about the ordeal and always treasuring every moment with us with so much love, hugs and kisses, and family vacations. We almost always forgot that he was ill and life was pretty normal much like the rest.

Allah knows best, and we all accept this destiny. Still,this separation hurts because i have loved him for 20 solid years...and have raised our three wonderful kids together. Now that i am a single parent, i only have Allah to help me pull through during tough times. Nevertheless, i have overwhelming and wonderful memories with him that i hang on to so tightly in order to stay strong. As a husband, he has been very loving, caring, supportive of my career, and absolutely adorable. He's my forever 'prince charming', 'knight in a shining armour' and 'high school sweetheart'. I love him very much.

To all my readers, friends, colleagues and students who may only learn about this piece of truth at this very moment, please join me in praying for his most blessed and cozy heavenly slumber. As you read the posts in my blog, please also remember that it is my beloved husband who CREATED this academic blog and generated the concept. Hence, if you have found this blog educational, beneficial, and knowledgeable in any possible way, i owe it all to him.

Everytime i wrote an article for my students and readers, he would be the faithful husband-editor, muse and conscience. I would read aloud my posts and he always completely smiled, nodded in approval, and gave constructive comments...and of course, he was also excited whenever i wrote about family trips and vacations...well..he simply loves holidays...

Lastly, my heartiest gratitude to all of you who have visited us at our humble abode, UNITEN mosque as well as the cemetery. Thanks also for your kind prayers during tahlil and yassin recitals. On his behalf, i pray may Allah bless you always.

sincerely,
~zue~

Friendship is Bliss

It has been long that i have not recorded my thoughts and appreciation on this blogpage. Now, i'd like to share a simple poem on friendship for us to ponder. This inspiration came around when i saw the smile and happiness on my beloved husband's face upon receiving his friends, some whom he has not met for 22 years.i'd like to take this opportunity to thank all his school friends who visited him at the hospital, also friends whom we meet elsewhere. My special thanks to Cikgu Azanuddin for his humble presence together with the bubbly and vibrant crowd of ex-MRSMJ ... May Allah bless all of you always. Yupp:) Happiness is everywhere, within our reach...and friendship is indeed the magical capsule that supersedes much of the rest.



Forlorn and somber moments fade away as we
Reminisce upon younger schooling days filled with rich tricks and tapestry.
Indeed – this relationship inspires a jovial mood, a glory,
Everlasting and blooming like a patch of yellow allamanda and fuchsia.
Now and forever, we are friends and it shall remain this way
D journey may have its toll; we are still friends and it shall remain this way.
Success, sickness and serendipity, and we shall remain friends forever.
Hitherto, this spirit of mine finds bliss and blessings
In this friendship and relationship that grows and glows in
Pensive ambiance and sincere stratosphere.

Thank you friends, for this special delivery.

~zue & shidee~

A Tribute to Mom

Today, we celebrate mother's day. This is a very special event in every mom's life.

Early this week, my son came back from pre-school with a tissue-carnation. He did it with his teacher's help...hmm, I was so touched. I always like it when schools cultivate good values like this - to be thoughtful and loving to mom (and family). Thank you darling..oh...you are so wonderful...

Three days back, Farah and Emir sang a song for me entitled " Mummy...You are So Wonderful" and I recorded it. Now, it has become my precious ringtone...Farah's teacher wrote the lyrics for her school choir competition...isn't this great:)

Today is mother's day, and Nadia had wanted to make me scrambled egg for breakfast...but she will have to wait..hmmm...coz we had a special mother's day breakfast at Mac Donald's Taman Equine. Excellent deal... I got a free breakfast set with every order..try to imagine this...they actually doubled my order of Sausage Mc Muffin with Egg, and Big Breakfast...hmmm...thankx family restaurant.

And the greatest gift of all to all moms is the wonderful thought from each loving member in the family. I am so lucky and thankful to have a 'big' happy family. We may not have riches, but we are so rich in love, care and presents..he..he...here's a photo of us in front of Memory Lane Taman Equine.

The kids got me something...hmm...now, I am proud to have two extra hearts and another cuddly bear. My first two bears were given by my darling husband...guess, bears have become the 'lovey-dovey-cuddly-snuggly' mascot for lovers, kids and families...aha...:)

To all mothers, I wish you all a very happy mother's day. Cherish this moment of happiness. Although love comes every other moment in our lives, a one-day celebration like this is indeed the highlight to our family's tribute to us.

I have lost my mom, but she's always in my mind, forever my inspiration and the pillar to my determination and success. I pray may Allah blesses her soul, and I know she's happy that because of her, I am what I am today, blessed with a good career, three wonderful children and a very loving husband. (Thanks Prof. Kobkua for this quote in your sms. You are a very special mom in every way to me...)

So bloggers and readers....quickly send your love and thots to yummy mummy dearest...ok...and convey my special wishes 2 all of them...:)