Isn't this a common 'escapism' to our multi-coated life? Yah! I shall call it an 'escapism' because it actually means we take a flight, not fight our way to champion our pursuit and struggle.
Frankly, I nearly felt like giving up yesterday. All this while, I have put so much effort into my work, and I was so serious in scrutizing the process and product. But I had a bombshell yesterday evening when #### said he didn't see me doing anything!!!?
ok..I'm getting personal here, instead of being more professional. This just had to happen to me, so I had to face it like an adult. It may happen to you one day, but let's pray that it doesn't yaaa...
So, I really felt like giving up. But WHY should I? Afterall, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder;) So? Why bother? If I think I have done my work according to the specifications, and my work has been approved by a respectable committee of scholars, do I have to be affected by #### passing judgement like this?
Thoughts to ponder:
At times like this, let's tell ourselves that maaaaay beeeee - we don't need this EXTERNAL VALIDATION. We are what we believe we are, and we deserve some respect, even a tiny bit. #### doesn't have to undemine me for reasons that are made up out of sheer whatever:)
Today I'm back on my toes, and I'm so glad I'm ok...huh..even someone as adult as I am can be affected, but we all need to be a tough cookie sometimes.
Prayer:
Life is never a bed of roses, so when you find a happy and rewarding moment, live it to its fullest. May God bless all of you bloggers and readers, and you may want to share your adventure? in this roller-coaster ride:) Take care, and watch every step you make.
Frankly, I nearly felt like giving up yesterday. All this while, I have put so much effort into my work, and I was so serious in scrutizing the process and product. But I had a bombshell yesterday evening when #### said he didn't see me doing anything!!!?
ok..I'm getting personal here, instead of being more professional. This just had to happen to me, so I had to face it like an adult. It may happen to you one day, but let's pray that it doesn't yaaa...
So, I really felt like giving up. But WHY should I? Afterall, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder;) So? Why bother? If I think I have done my work according to the specifications, and my work has been approved by a respectable committee of scholars, do I have to be affected by #### passing judgement like this?
Thoughts to ponder:
At times like this, let's tell ourselves that maaaaay beeeee - we don't need this EXTERNAL VALIDATION. We are what we believe we are, and we deserve some respect, even a tiny bit. #### doesn't have to undemine me for reasons that are made up out of sheer whatever:)
Today I'm back on my toes, and I'm so glad I'm ok...huh..even someone as adult as I am can be affected, but we all need to be a tough cookie sometimes.
Prayer:
Life is never a bed of roses, so when you find a happy and rewarding moment, live it to its fullest. May God bless all of you bloggers and readers, and you may want to share your adventure? in this roller-coaster ride:) Take care, and watch every step you make.
